sore throat > flu (runny/blocked nose) > cough for 23838242 days

tried all kinds of stuffs like chinese herbal tea, medicines and just tried hot coke with lime&ginger. i think it made my throat more uncomfortable.

worked at compasspoint today (:

chocolate macademia's this week flavour. doesn't seems nice to me. yet to taste it though. but shall get a chance to try it tomorrow. new flavour (:

& i totally think Singaporeans are sometimes scary.

had a bad dream in the morning. i dreamt that the clock was 10 minutes to 12 and my dad said he is going back. the door can't be opened (because it's the last day of the 7th month and all doors are shut tight to prevent spirits from coming in) and he was all panicky because he gotta be back before it strike 12. and i told him that he can just walk past the door and said we will meet again during qingming. (er yes, i dreamt that he was a spirit *touchwood*) so he tried to put his hand through the door and it works.

then the very next moment my mum was telling me that she is staying put to take care of us. and i told her she can't, if not she will vanish into thin air when it strike 12 if she dont go. and as she is a new spirit, she should hurry and follow my dad if not she would get lost. super super bad dream and nonsensical.

then i woke at 8am, and im wondering why am i not crying. (because i always find myself crying when i wake if it's something sad) so i sat up and started to cry. then i went back to bed and dreamt about the same bloody thing again. wtf. something is seriously wrong with me T_T

but it made me realised something. if something ever happen to my parents *touchwood* it will also be the end of my life. in fact, im not that independent as i thought i was.

plus, there's nothing to expect in life.

meeting a client at his office in woodlands next tuesday D:

first time in my life doing this kind of things, as in going out for appointment to meet a client. im more of excited than worried :D

but i hope he will be nice.

okay. gotta sleeep. working tomorrow (:

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