at least, it's just the beginning of it.

ahh! the trackpadentire system of my beloved macbook is going haywire. 

when it's holiday, the poor lappy isn't given a rest. unless i'm out of the house.

cause even when i'm not using it for hours, i'll just leave it on conveniently so that i could check out stuffs easily

now, it's getting on my nerves cause even the bimbotish hello kitty mouse isn't going to solve the trackpad problem. apparently, it's the fault with the system

time for a new mac? :(

can't blame for this dying on me. 

once i placed it on a chair, with it still on & itunes playing. then the brilliant me just kicked the chair by accident. voila, poor lappy fell from quite a height (for a laptop? LOL) but still amazingly, managed to survive with no faults.

anyway, back to main topic.

i woke this morning, with a feeling that yesterday was nothing but a dream & i might have been possessed or something. seriously, it felt like a long-time-ago thing. gosh, & i am not quite being myself now.

i made a reflection yesterday (in fact, published for quite a while before taking it down), thinking how silly is one to take his/her own life when the blind hopes to catch a glimpse of the sunrise, the deaf would be contented to hear birds chirp. so many others are fighting for a chance to survive (e.g. cancer patients undergoing treatments or even people in poorer countries eating something disgusting, which you won't even want to eat, just so that they can continue to live)

as i said, it felt like a dream, i thought to myself, "this might not be the last time"

& thanks. i'm feeling kind of unwell again now.

someone's punishing me for not learning my lesson. please wake up, shimin!!

i felt, so not myself today.

it's like, i want to be a kid all over again.

waking up in the morning & snuggle up to mummy so she can make breakfast for me (but i make it myself in the end. cause i think i prefer my own cooking. LOL)

okay, i'm not anywhere young already XD

what a weird feeling.

i realised. my relationship with my brother isn't that very bad afterall.

perhaps sometimes when the wire sparks up in his brain, then i'll turn hysterical with him

i tend to think too much. paranoid.

we were laughing over a video just now. it's like the second making of stevenlim. zzz

i'm loving this holiday. no work. but lots of slacking

gonna rot like some maggots this week. i just feel like coping myself at home. 

go to school next week.

i feel like going to vietnam after watching a variety show on it.

i'm attracted to their vietname spring roll. it looks nice 8D

#p.s: my laptop really going to GG T_T