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Saturday, January 3, 2009
A promise is always hard to fulfil

URGH. I wonder if this is a curse

In my last post .....

I'm not gonna drink again. Even if I go pub I'll just drink orange juice.

& thanks lor. I went pub today at boat quay with daryl, ceed & 3 of his friends.

Luckily I didn't drink a lot. The thought of alcohol makes me wanna puke. I'm feeling nausea again :S

I remember in a post dated in July, I wrote this ...

IM NOT GOING TO "" IN THE NEXT 3 MONTHS
IM NOT GOING TO EAT MORE THAN 1 PILLS PER NIGHT
IM NOT GOING TO DRINK
I'LL TRY NOT TO TAKE CABS TO SCHOOL
and i'll tell myself that my life is good

I fulfilled all of the above except for 1 & 3 the very very next day -.-

I'm not gonna swear in my blog ever again.

I feel like drinking tomyum :(

& the purpose to lock my blog is not

1) because I am emo

2) I'm trying to block someone out from reading

I just suddenly dislike the feeling of unknown people reading.

I think my parents are going to disown me sooner or later at the rate that I'm going home real late. SIGH

5:23 AM