To think that I've just talked about suicide & I'm thinking of it now. I mean, no I don't want to suicide at the moment but I seriously understood how it feels. The feeling of overwhelming stress.
I haven't get an Mc for skipping yesterday test! Its 30%! Dont ask me why I skip because I have no idea why either. I'm so fucking screwed. & worst of all I told the Jeff Neufeld I got MC. Wah lau :( I think he's a very fierce angmoh. I want to get MC yesterday but both clinic I went to were closed & it started to pour heavily before I can find a 3rd one :( Suay like ^$@#$%#$@#!#@
Went to play mahjong with Kendrick, Daryl & Zoro on friday. It was a rather nerve wrecking one cause I keep feeding & bao -.-
I got my puppy finally.
I finally understood the feeling of being mummy, to a dog.
I will go bonk if I have my own kids in the future. I will be so so so paranoid :(
I hope mummy will be able to like it soon. I mean she dont hates it just that she's afraid to carry it.
In fact I think she quite likes it.
I think baiban is a nice name for dog dog

