I know baby's not with me anymore.Went out to catch a breather today. Though squeezed by 6745635356 human beings, why do I still feel so empty inside.
I saw a toy pooch, which can walk by itself, same breed as baby & I got so delighted. I really considered buying one to keep me company.
Maybe the next time, when brother is a little bigger & sensible, then I'll get a new baby. Though I still miss him. I think he is the cutest.
Giving him away feels like a miscarriage to me.
It's like losing my own child :(
Apologies to people for not replying due to my bad mood.
I'll be happy again soon, I guess.