If I'm going to die maybe tomorrow, I think to myself now "die then die lor, I don't think I've got any major regrets"

But then, in fact, I'm afraid of death though it didn't matter a lot to me.

Recently, a contestant from Millionstar 3 committed suicide. I think that her voice is damn good & she's only 24.

It's really hard to believe someone so young & bubbly , is lying motionless there, without any signs of life.

I think to myself again. If one day anyone close to me pass away, most likely I will go crazy. The pain of losing loved one is hard to imagine, yet life has to go on.

I don't like to see a person who can move, talk & do many other whatnots, lying motionless and you know he/she is not going to talk to you anymore.

When we commit suicide, most likely our emotions took over us. & we're just trying to escape from the problems & pain. But if given enough time to think carefully, suicide is just plain silly. It's still a high chance that I'll die one day from committing suicide cause I go with my emotions a lot. I pray that I'll not.

Watch a bit of Saw 1 already. I think it's freaking nice & sadistic. I like the parts where the woman dug out her friend's intestines & 5 guns that shot the policeman to death, lying in a pool of blood. Damn cool. I can't wait to finish everything :D