I'm sian-ed of short and meaningless post recently. But I just need a space to rant, to rave.Ended my psychology class without my textbook -.- I'm really getting off track from school. Not a good sign. Attended only 4 hours of lessons for the entire week when I'm supposed to attend 22 hours instead. Can I stop this sem and repeat it again next sem. It's just so hard for me to manage!& while sitting outside the staff room after psycho lesson in the noon (went to submit portfolio), 2 of my teachers actually recognized me and talk about my attendance -.- im so infamous for it. I'm craving for nasi lemak! Especially Punggol one. Maybe I should take a bus down tomorrow just to eat it :D I think I just live to eat. Went to supermart after project just now and I totally raid all junkies that catches my eye. Like a madwoman I grab packets of them into my arms. Took a snapshot using phoney.
ok it's not really a lot but I hope mummy will never discover my loot else I'll get a scolding from her for sure. I just cannot survive without junkies! (I'll been missing out on them for the past weeks :[ ) perhaps after finishing them during the weekend, the guys can be prepared to eat curry chicken. Junkies mean fats. I'm considering to take up yoga classes soon :) Gotta enrich myself. I want to have really soft bones where I can twist here and there. But then again, I'm lazy to go to classes. Sigh, what's wrong with me.I'm contemplating to go for my xray! For one, I think I'm prettey alright. But then maybe my heart, lungs, liver, kidney are rotting. Or like Mr Rick say, I might have tuberculosis :x It's always good to give a check. But then, it's so troublesome! After taking my xray I have to bring the thing back to the clinic. Sounds tedious. I'm a lazy person.Was blog hopping, then I read one sentence, " if i didn't, maybe things wouldn't have turned out this way" (yea, sounds familiar to some of you. quoted from olivia's blog)Humans are always like that, regretting things they did or have not did. If I had done so, perhaps things would be better. Vice versa. The sad thing was "it could have been" if I did or did not do so. If I had study, my grades will be better. HAHA. Cliche. So I should make the fullest of this 'philosophy' to avoid each & every regrets I can :D It's all about living your own life.I read an article; this man loved a woman for 14 years until he married someone else. I was totally amazed. How could someone possibly hold on to love for so long?! Like, wow. I guess it's all about faith.I need to stop thinking about what life is about, else I'll really start to talk like one old woman when I'm only mere 18. Old at heart :(
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