sometimes I wonder if I'm a saint or am I just being stupidcos I don't like to blow matters up, I don't like unhappiness
but that doesn't mean I'm without temper
just that I prefer not to.
I pacify cos' I won't want people to be unhappy.
yet in return, am I happy?
I give respect & talk tactfully so no one will be hurt
but why am I the one who felt hurt in the end
I no longer know where trust lies
but yea, I guess I was just being stupid.
perhaps all was just stress & everything
I felt so tired. & those thoughts came back to me ...